Before I got my ass fucked for the first time (I was in my 50's) I thought it would be exciting to be watched losing my anal virginity. The top guy who popped and split me advised against it. After it happened, I understood why - I yelped and squirmed and cried (and he enjoyed it!). Perhaps the worst was when he inseminated me, and I wrapped arms and legs around and clutched him to me and whimpered like a little girl wanting the sperm inside me. I'm glad nobody else was there to see me do all those un-manly things.